OH! We gonna rock down to Electric Avenue, and then we take it higher!!
I have the biggest urge to eat Native Nachos........ AWWW YEE...... Want to go over to Olive Pit and eat there too... I miss Adam. Can't wait to see him in a couple of hours. I'm kind of anxious though... Wondering how he reacted to my recent letters to him... Especially about Marc. I wonder how he feels about Marc?? I don't know...... I hope he doesn't feel insecure about Marc or anything.
I just realized while I was driving home from school today. The type of relationship that Adam and I have... t's like a circle... I was thinking of what I wrote to him in my letter yesterday. Talkinga bout having doubts that we would "end". I don't know wwhat the hell I'm talking about. There won't be an "end" to this relationship we have.... We are open but endless... Or atleast that's how I feel on my part. I hope he feels the same. We don't have to be "together" as in exclusively together. I think we will always have each other. I LOVE what we have right now, I don't ever want it to end. Friends are forever right? That's what I believe..... Except... WE are more than friends...... He is my Signficant 1!
In the end we might not end up together in THAT conventional sort of way. But I really do hope we are how we are towards each other at the moment forever........ We don't need to exclusively together. I will always love him no matter what... We've shared so much of ourselves (mentally)..... I've never been so open, so honest and so real towards someone. Never ever ever ever. Oh, Adam! I hope you understand......
I love what we have! This unconventional relationship that we share!!
I'm currently in my underwear..... I can't sleep.. I want to sleep but at the same time I don't. I want to eat cereal... it's 3:49AM over here..... I wonder how you're doing... If you're able to sleep well tonight.... Hope you get my letter before I visit you this afternoon! I hope you understand..... Okie.
I LOVE YOU ADAM!!!
Time for me to go to sleep.
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