Goodness!
You are so gross!
Stop trying to flirt with your idol's girlfriend!

But whatevz. It's not my business!

But that's not how you make friends......
You're coming off as creepy...
Or at least that's how it looks like from my 3rd person POV.

I hope I don't start hating you after awhile...
But I keep on looking back and seeing how stupid I was... for staying so long...

There were so many beliefs that we clashed upon that I would've never agreed with if I wasn't so... blind...  So many core values that I just completely don't agree with.  I stopped seeing a future together awhile ago.... That's why I decided to end it.  I didn't want to waste my time.  Why did YOU want to waste your time? You said so yourself that you didn't even see us in the future together.... It only makes me feel like you're only using me for your own selfish needs.  A cure/fix for your loneliness and monophobia....... You've always been selfish.  The majority of the time you only thought about yourself and always put yourself first before me.  I don't even remember a time you put me over you...... There was always some kind of underlying thing that benefited you in a way whenever you agreed to do something "my" way.  If there weren't any benefits, you wouldn't have ever agreed upon it.  Wow.... Just talking about this makes me really sad.

I don't ever want to be that blind again.
Sure you satisfied my physical needs, but my mental needs were never really stimulated or nurtured by you... I honestly would rather be mentally satisfied than physically satisfied any day.  Mental connection lasts forever.  It's not very hard to find a person that's good at the physical.

We were only together because of familiarity and my tolerance/adaptability.
I don't ever want to just "settle", ever again.

I'm a fucking great person. I deserve the best of the best.