Oh my god. I was just re looking at pictures of Alex on his little date/hangout with his friend Claire.

I kind of feel repulsed in a way.  That I had dated him.
And that breaks my heart for me feeling this way.
There was a time where I found him really attractive in that way.

It's as if my chemicals and hormones have completely rearranged itself.
And that I no longer find a person like you remotely attractive.
I'm sad that I feel this way........
I don't want to feel any kind of negative feelings towards you.
It hurts......

But I guess that's just how it's suppose to be.
We broke up because I was no longer attracted to you.
So it makes sense that I feel this way............

I will be cutting the cord connected between us soon........
It will hurt you for a bit, but it's for my own good and also your own good.