Starting fresh with a new blog.  This feels a lot more personal..
It's going to be raw, no holding back.

Not sure if I'm going to openly share this blog to the public.
Whoever stumbles upon it, will stumble upon.
Gonna leave it to "destiny" for them to find it.

I've been feeling very happy and liberated these past few days.
It was one of the best decisions of my life.
I cannot remember the last time I was this happy and carefree.
Don't think I ever was, actually.
I've been a lot more open and straightforward these days.
Thanks to meeting Adam and Nathan.
I learned a lot from just a couple of days of watching how they roll.
They're the most liberated individuals I had ever met.
So much respect and admiration for that.

I'm a lot happier. I no longer feel inhibited to be a certain person.
I no longer feel obligated to act a certain way.
No longer have to hold back.
Just doing and saying whatever I want (almost).

I'm loving this so much.
I don't want to go back to feeling the way I used to feel.
And acting the way I used to act.
No more acting, just being.
Well, just a bit of acting, for survival and adaptation. Just a bit.
Not going to lose my identity though.
Take it or leave it!

Love me or hate me!

P.S: I'm so fucking grateful to have crossed paths with you Adam Ta. So fucking grateful.