Wise words from a stranger.

*guy sees me texting during ajapai*
"Live in the present! Fuck your friend's problem!!"

I'm trying really hard to live in the present. Is it okay to live in the present AND have responsibilities at the same time?

I went all the way up to Hollywood by myself yesterday to attend LA BEATDOWN to see Ajapai.
I was really nervous and intimidated at first, but I ended up making friends with these 2 awesome people!
Tifa and Angel! Oh my god. TIFA WAS SO ADORABLE!!!! I love how fucking feisty she is!!!!
She's able to pull off the short boy cut! She makes it looks SUPER cute!

Anyway, met up with Justin, wasn't feeling it at all. I see him more of as a father figure (in a weird way).
I can tell he wanted to dance with me, put his hand on my waist and was tapping his fingers to the music, but I turned around and told him no.  He would stand behind me and made sure none of the moshers ricocheted in my direction by pushing them away before they came over to me.

I'm really lucky, I always somehow find people at events that help me out! I'm really grateful for all of them for watching out for me and everything. :)

Mama saw me coming home at around 2:30 last night (technically morning)...
And didn't say anything. I think she has come to terms that I can be responsible for myself, or at least she's not as uptight.

I will come home and cao gio her tonight.

DO IT TAM. YOU BETTER DO IT.

Ivan inspires me to be more family oriented. Same as Adam.
I think this might be some kind of sign...............

Anyway, I'm trying my hardest to live in the present.

I LOVE LIFE!

P.S: Sad that he hasn't texted me yet......... I just hope he doesn't drop me out of nowhere.  That would really hurt me.  He's probably busy hanging out and spending time with his family! So I'm happy with that. He has his priorities straight. That's really attractive!