July 03, 2011; 3:38PM


IS: So I kind of miss you
DT: Kind of? Le gasp! ;) I will be seeing you soon, this week yes?
IS: Sure thing
IS: Your le gasp made me laugh

I started freaking the fuck out when I got this text from him!
I remember one of my texts nearing the end saying, "Danni enjoys Ivan's company very much. But is afraid of telling him that she misses him too." Which he replied back with, "Don't be scared :)"

Man, Ivan is the sweetest and most gentlemanly guy I've met thus far!  I also realize yesterday that he's the only one so far that I have respected so much as to not to view in any kind of objectifying way.

Most guys that I have seen, all I do is objectify them.  Women objectifying men is usually unheard in normal conversation but that shit happens. Women use men for sex too.  And it's sad. But that's life, I guess.

But, I DON'T WANT TO GO "WITH" LIFE (HOW THINGS ARE), ALL THE TIME.
FUCK THE WAY THINGS ARE!! I WANT TO GO MY OWN WAY!!!

I will just "go with life" for awhile and then slowly make an impression and start my own path, people can choose to follow it if they'd like! I don't give a fuuuuck!