Learning another foreign languages is a skill that I can hone by myself that can get me to places really easily.
Imagine myself... Fluent in 6 languages and putting that down on my resume...
I KNOW that I have the ability to do so, I just need to learn how to FOCUS and FOLLOW THROUGH.
I'm going to try really hard to focus on Mandarin.... Cherry's friend from Humboldt, Matthew is an inspiration! Fluent Mandarin in 6 MONTHS. Wow. That is pure inspiration and motivation right there.
Languages to Learn:
- Chinese (Mandarin) ****
- Arabic
- Spanish
- Korean
- Latin
What to do by the end of this summer:
- Apply for organizations that Ira recommended
- Volunteer
- Read "Irony of Democracy"
- Re-read certain chapters from Poli Sci textbook
- Practice my Chinese
Friday, July 29, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
I plan on being popular and well loved all around.
Using that title and reputation of mine to inspire people and motivate them to be productive and helpful, loving members of their community.
I think I should start by building my name through youtube.
I can definitely do it. I already have almost 700 subscribers...
That's a nice start. Right?
Using that title and reputation of mine to inspire people and motivate them to be productive and helpful, loving members of their community.
I think I should start by building my name through youtube.
I can definitely do it. I already have almost 700 subscribers...
That's a nice start. Right?
CamCam called me again! Iono.... I am somewhat suspicious of his motives!
He told me that I was mind blowing and an amazing person when I asked what he thought of me as a person.
He said I was selfless, amazing, wonderful person! I want to ask him what made him think I was a selfless person. I will save that for when I see him in real life next weekend!
He's a total cutie though.... Says that at the moment he really wants to cuddle with me...
Aww man what the hell....... ;__; That makes my heart skip a beat...... I want to cuddle with him too.....
I'm not quite sure why he's all of a sudden pursuing me.... I suspicious....... But yesh, must think in the present, "be here now, be here now, be here now".
Okay seriously though, I feel really fucking bad right now.... I had 3 guys on my plate... And if Cammy is added it will be 4...... Adam, Simon, Ivan........ What the heck!!! They are all really good people. But so far Adam is #1 because I know that he loves me and knows me the most! I also love him and know him the most!
But le sigh.... I'm not into committed relationships or anything of that sort at the moment... I want some time to explore and see what kind of guys out there. To be honest being in that 3 year relationship with Alex fucking scarred me for life... Knowing that I missed out on so many opportunities.. I don't want to feel that way again.... Want to feel completely free at the moment....... Because I know that once I get into a relationship I am strictly monogamous.... No joke!! And I'm not even forcing myself either, I just....get into that mode.
I don't want to break any hearts.... What to do... What to do... I am a fucking horn dog though and I am severely lacking affection............. So I feel like I'm going to pounce on the guy the gets physically closest to me.... If Adam was out of jail it would definitely be with him.... But at the same time, I don't want to ruin the relationship that we have at the moment....!! It's good the way it is!!
Gosh, when Simon was dancing with me...... I got really aroused..... He definitely knows how to touch.... He didn't touch my private no no areas, just my thighs and stomach and we were holding hands at short points in the night! Eeeeeeh... Wanna do it again but to music that we can actually properly dance/grind to. I feel that we were both nervous and went a bit too fast and didn't go very well to the music. Fucking dumb........ Perhaps I shall invite him to Cantina tomorrow? Iono.
Gosh damn it Dan Tam. Why the fuck do you have so many guys at the moment...... @_@ You never asked for this or want any of this.... But I guess I have to make do with it and see how things go with them...
Oh my goodness... I feel like I really need to go and see Ritha and see how things are... That's $25 right there.. It's okay............ I just got my check.... It will be a good investment I think.
Kinda sad and mad that Thu won't fucking hit me up when she's free to hang out with me. She's not making the effort, I'm the only one initiating.... But I guess she's the type where people have to initiate to hang out with her nowadays.....
Whatevers, I'm just living life, trying to be a good girl. Need to do TWICE the work on my spreadsheet for tomorrow because I didn't get around to doing it today. I'm a BAD GIRL!!!
I would also like to be thankful and grateful for this life of mine..... I am so grateful and feel very lucky to be so fortunate.... With every aspect of life....
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
Sunday, July 24, 2011
I don't know why but Cam wanted to talk on the phone. I came home at 2:40AM from the Zeds Dead show at House of Blues. They are fucking SICK. I just fucking hated how I was in front of big people the whole time, and I was surrounded by girls (afraid of hurting them because I'm really aggressive but I eventually stopped giving a fuck and did my own thing).
We talked for about 40 minutes on the phone. That's the longest conversation I had on the phone with a guy since.... I don't even know. I didn't even talked to Alex that long on the phone (our phone calls weren't even conversations, it was just like stupid little comments and stupid silences).
I learn a lot from Cam. I really love how free-spirited he is. He'd make a great and really cool friend.
Don't think I'd ever hook up with him again. I just can't....... The most I'd do is make out, but nothing more... I just can't.
Just realized today that I can't do more than make out with flings. I don't think I can actually have sex with them. I just can't. I can't have sex with a lot of different guys. It has to be consistent, a fuck buddy is good. I just don't want to get attached or have them get attached to me.
Cam is good at conversing on the phone, it's just, he mumbles a lot and it's hard to hear at times so I have to keep on having him repeat what he said... I don't like asking people to repeat because I feel like they'd get annoyed, but he says that he's used to it and doesn't mind.
I'm sad, today (technically yesterday), I don't know how I even feel about Ivan. I'm really scared of him.... Not like, OMG HE'S GOING TO KILL ME type of scared. I just, I don't know. After our hangout I feel like my impression of him and how much of an altruistic person he is, is shattered........ I don't like how he talks shit about his friends. I wonder if he tells them to their face that the stuff they do bother him... It makes me wonder if he's a big fake or not. I wonder if HE uses me as a distraction? I don't know. I would rather not have him talk to me ever again if he's only using me as a distraction. It would really hurt to find out that he doesn't really like hanging out with me and is only using me for his entertainment. He says that he's sick of his friends and finds them unpleasant most of the time. He only hangs out with them when he wants to feel a certain mood, and even then the time he hangs out with them is limited. I just hope that I'm not one of those friends.
Wow, I dunno. It really helped me out, having a conversation on the phone with Cam. Now I'm not really scared of talking on the phone. I'm more confident on the phone!!! How exciting!!! It's going to be easier to talk with most people because they don't mumble or have a stutter. Woah... I'm going to thank Cam tomorrow afternoon!! Even though I barely got to hang with him, I learned a LOT of good lessons from him.
1. Don't give a fuck (free-spirited)
2. Fuck being too cool for shit
3. Try/Do shit that you're not good at or have never tried
4. It's not so scary to talk to people on the phone
Wowow CamCam! Thank you!
I wonder what influence he was under when he called me today....
Cam is really cool, I want to be a good friend with him!!
He's a total sweetheart one on one. He's kind of a douchebag among groups.
I'm going to call Ivan up tomorrow and talk to him on the phone and ask him about himself!!
We talked for about 40 minutes on the phone. That's the longest conversation I had on the phone with a guy since.... I don't even know. I didn't even talked to Alex that long on the phone (our phone calls weren't even conversations, it was just like stupid little comments and stupid silences).
I learn a lot from Cam. I really love how free-spirited he is. He'd make a great and really cool friend.
Don't think I'd ever hook up with him again. I just can't....... The most I'd do is make out, but nothing more... I just can't.
Just realized today that I can't do more than make out with flings. I don't think I can actually have sex with them. I just can't. I can't have sex with a lot of different guys. It has to be consistent, a fuck buddy is good. I just don't want to get attached or have them get attached to me.
Cam is good at conversing on the phone, it's just, he mumbles a lot and it's hard to hear at times so I have to keep on having him repeat what he said... I don't like asking people to repeat because I feel like they'd get annoyed, but he says that he's used to it and doesn't mind.
I'm sad, today (technically yesterday), I don't know how I even feel about Ivan. I'm really scared of him.... Not like, OMG HE'S GOING TO KILL ME type of scared. I just, I don't know. After our hangout I feel like my impression of him and how much of an altruistic person he is, is shattered........ I don't like how he talks shit about his friends. I wonder if he tells them to their face that the stuff they do bother him... It makes me wonder if he's a big fake or not. I wonder if HE uses me as a distraction? I don't know. I would rather not have him talk to me ever again if he's only using me as a distraction. It would really hurt to find out that he doesn't really like hanging out with me and is only using me for his entertainment. He says that he's sick of his friends and finds them unpleasant most of the time. He only hangs out with them when he wants to feel a certain mood, and even then the time he hangs out with them is limited. I just hope that I'm not one of those friends.
Wow, I dunno. It really helped me out, having a conversation on the phone with Cam. Now I'm not really scared of talking on the phone. I'm more confident on the phone!!! How exciting!!! It's going to be easier to talk with most people because they don't mumble or have a stutter. Woah... I'm going to thank Cam tomorrow afternoon!! Even though I barely got to hang with him, I learned a LOT of good lessons from him.
1. Don't give a fuck (free-spirited)
2. Fuck being too cool for shit
3. Try/Do shit that you're not good at or have never tried
4. It's not so scary to talk to people on the phone
Wowow CamCam! Thank you!
I wonder what influence he was under when he called me today....
Cam is really cool, I want to be a good friend with him!!
He's a total sweetheart one on one. He's kind of a douchebag among groups.
I'm going to call Ivan up tomorrow and talk to him on the phone and ask him about himself!!
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Adam:
7-19-11
Oh Adam!!! This made me feel so warm and pleasant!!! You will always have a special place in my heart no matter what!
PS- been finkin... haven't been laid in 19 months. but what if I did? I probably wouldn't have gotten close to anyone, still. I mean like, what would I have to for it anyways? what does it matter? they would fade away upon me going to jail anyways... no one stays carin for me over a period of months... thank you for bein my friend [Once Again Dubstep Remix] like really, I'm so grateful to have you in my life. It's so fucking worth my recent lack of sexy just to have met you, Dan Tam. You're worth more than abstinance in the aphex of sexual gratification in a growing pubescent boiiiiii!!!!!!! You're my baby no matter what...
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Once I save up the money, I'm going to get out a map of europe, close my eyes, and randomly place my fingers on a random spot on the map (if it happens to land on the ocean I'll do it again until I hit land). I will go there. Okay, perhaps a map of just western europe, because eastern europe is a bit too hardcore for me, I'm still a newbie.
Katarina is an inspiration!! She is backpacking and couchsurfing in Paris at the moment! Gosh, so spontaneous and adventurous! She's one of the most beautiful girls I've met both inside and out! So down to Earth. She is SO COOL!!!!!
I must enjoy life and live in the present!!
Katarina is an inspiration!! She is backpacking and couchsurfing in Paris at the moment! Gosh, so spontaneous and adventurous! She's one of the most beautiful girls I've met both inside and out! So down to Earth. She is SO COOL!!!!!
I must enjoy life and live in the present!!
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
I feel that Ivan is some kind of guardian angel for me..... (guarding me from having the mindset of an irresponsible teenager). Oh, the perfect word to describe him is that he's similar to being my conscience!
A muse that I look to that keeps me in line without even telling me to stay in line.
It's the thought of him that makes me not want to drink and get shit faced.
I keep on hearing him in the back of my head saying "I can have fun without drinking".
And after yesterday's conversation on the phone, it's him that inspires me to do productive things this summer for my resumes/application for college.
I'm so fucking happy that he's got an interview with Kaplan for a tutor position and that he will be working on a Youtube series teaching..I forgot what he was going to be teaching but still! He's doing stuff to put on his grad school resume! I'm so fucking proud and happy for him!!!!! He's so fucking cool!!!
I really like him.....
I feel so lucky to have met him!!
Ivan, Cherry, Adam, Nathan and Thu are my muses all in different aspects of life.
People who I have the utmost respect for.
I'm so lucky...... The world fucking loves me....
A muse that I look to that keeps me in line without even telling me to stay in line.
It's the thought of him that makes me not want to drink and get shit faced.
I keep on hearing him in the back of my head saying "I can have fun without drinking".
This is what I learned from getting drunk for the first time (this is an excerpt of my response to Ira):
It is very true, I got drunk for the first time a couple of weeks ago (yes a couple of weeks ago.... it took me that long), and I now understand why my peers are so addicted to that feeling... It's very fun when you don't think and just do whatever idea that comes to the top of your head (hopefully it's nothing retarded). But it's also really dumb at the same time. Also, I notice that a lot of people depend on the feeling of drunkenness because it makes their "confidence levels" increase because they give less of a fuck when they're drunk and they're more sociable. I feel sorry for these people who have to depend on being drunk to be able to socialize with others... It must be a very sad life...... I try really hard not to become dependent on anything (it scares me to be dependent on things).
And after yesterday's conversation on the phone, it's him that inspires me to do productive things this summer for my resumes/application for college.
I'm so fucking happy that he's got an interview with Kaplan for a tutor position and that he will be working on a Youtube series teaching..I forgot what he was going to be teaching but still! He's doing stuff to put on his grad school resume! I'm so fucking proud and happy for him!!!!! He's so fucking cool!!!
I really like him.....
I feel so lucky to have met him!!
Ivan, Cherry, Adam, Nathan and Thu are my muses all in different aspects of life.
People who I have the utmost respect for.
I'm so lucky...... The world fucking loves me....
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Wise words from a stranger.
*guy sees me texting during ajapai*
"Live in the present! Fuck your friend's problem!!"
I'm trying really hard to live in the present. Is it okay to live in the present AND have responsibilities at the same time?
I went all the way up to Hollywood by myself yesterday to attend LA BEATDOWN to see Ajapai.
I was really nervous and intimidated at first, but I ended up making friends with these 2 awesome people!
Tifa and Angel! Oh my god. TIFA WAS SO ADORABLE!!!! I love how fucking feisty she is!!!!
She's able to pull off the short boy cut! She makes it looks SUPER cute!
Anyway, met up with Justin, wasn't feeling it at all. I see him more of as a father figure (in a weird way).
I can tell he wanted to dance with me, put his hand on my waist and was tapping his fingers to the music, but I turned around and told him no. He would stand behind me and made sure none of the moshers ricocheted in my direction by pushing them away before they came over to me.
I'm really lucky, I always somehow find people at events that help me out! I'm really grateful for all of them for watching out for me and everything. :)
Mama saw me coming home at around 2:30 last night (technically morning)...
And didn't say anything. I think she has come to terms that I can be responsible for myself, or at least she's not as uptight.
I will come home and cao gio her tonight.
DO IT TAM. YOU BETTER DO IT.
Ivan inspires me to be more family oriented. Same as Adam.
I think this might be some kind of sign...............
Anyway, I'm trying my hardest to live in the present.
I LOVE LIFE!
P.S: Sad that he hasn't texted me yet......... I just hope he doesn't drop me out of nowhere. That would really hurt me. He's probably busy hanging out and spending time with his family! So I'm happy with that. He has his priorities straight. That's really attractive!
*guy sees me texting during ajapai*
"Live in the present! Fuck your friend's problem!!"
I'm trying really hard to live in the present. Is it okay to live in the present AND have responsibilities at the same time?
I went all the way up to Hollywood by myself yesterday to attend LA BEATDOWN to see Ajapai.
I was really nervous and intimidated at first, but I ended up making friends with these 2 awesome people!
Tifa and Angel! Oh my god. TIFA WAS SO ADORABLE!!!! I love how fucking feisty she is!!!!
She's able to pull off the short boy cut! She makes it looks SUPER cute!
Anyway, met up with Justin, wasn't feeling it at all. I see him more of as a father figure (in a weird way).
I can tell he wanted to dance with me, put his hand on my waist and was tapping his fingers to the music, but I turned around and told him no. He would stand behind me and made sure none of the moshers ricocheted in my direction by pushing them away before they came over to me.
I'm really lucky, I always somehow find people at events that help me out! I'm really grateful for all of them for watching out for me and everything. :)
Mama saw me coming home at around 2:30 last night (technically morning)...
And didn't say anything. I think she has come to terms that I can be responsible for myself, or at least she's not as uptight.
I will come home and cao gio her tonight.
DO IT TAM. YOU BETTER DO IT.
Ivan inspires me to be more family oriented. Same as Adam.
I think this might be some kind of sign...............
Anyway, I'm trying my hardest to live in the present.
I LOVE LIFE!
P.S: Sad that he hasn't texted me yet......... I just hope he doesn't drop me out of nowhere. That would really hurt me. He's probably busy hanging out and spending time with his family! So I'm happy with that. He has his priorities straight. That's really attractive!
Friday, July 8, 2011
Failed house of blues mission at downtown Disney. Crashed at Cammy's house with all the rest of the gals.
Late night visits to central park at 2AM and running through sprinklers. Late night walks back to the mama's pad in the empty streets with Cam. Good talks about parenting and living life. Source Code movie was a total fail. Everyone knocks the fuck out. Also, failed hooks. Impressions of Family Guy after wards. Learned a lesson about sleeping over. Waking at 5AM. Mama's hella mad, probably thought I was somewhere far away. Which I wasn't. I was in HB the whole time. Was just too tired to drive home, didn't want to die driving home. Wanted to sleepover. Was it a bad move? Nah, I learned a lesson from it though. Learned something important about myself and people and certain situations.
Late night visits to central park at 2AM and running through sprinklers. Late night walks back to the mama's pad in the empty streets with Cam. Good talks about parenting and living life. Source Code movie was a total fail. Everyone knocks the fuck out. Also, failed hooks. Impressions of Family Guy after wards. Learned a lesson about sleeping over. Waking at 5AM. Mama's hella mad, probably thought I was somewhere far away. Which I wasn't. I was in HB the whole time. Was just too tired to drive home, didn't want to die driving home. Wanted to sleepover. Was it a bad move? Nah, I learned a lesson from it though. Learned something important about myself and people and certain situations.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Going to the beach at 1AM and pulling COD shit, hiding from the beach patrol by laying in the sand and rolling the fuck around it with Nathan as our commander in chief.
Sneaking into Hy4TT jacuzzis at 2AM and actually SWIMMING in our underwear after merge........
WOW. TOO DOWN.
So happy that Nathan and Cherry are super down people. I wouldn't have done it without them.
Oh god, I would be way too fucking scared and pussy to do so.
What an interesting night....... And I was completely sober! YEEEEEAHHHHHH!!!!!!
Now I'm hungry as fuck. Going to wake up early and eat cereal and fucking bounce it to west court for Adam's appearance.
EEEEE!! CAN'T BELIEVE N8 DAWGY IS BACK DOWN!!!!
I WAS FUCKING SQUEALING ALL DAY.
Sneaking into Hy4TT jacuzzis at 2AM and actually SWIMMING in our underwear after merge........
WOW. TOO DOWN.
So happy that Nathan and Cherry are super down people. I wouldn't have done it without them.
Oh god, I would be way too fucking scared and pussy to do so.
What an interesting night....... And I was completely sober! YEEEEEAHHHHHH!!!!!!
Now I'm hungry as fuck. Going to wake up early and eat cereal and fucking bounce it to west court for Adam's appearance.
EEEEE!! CAN'T BELIEVE N8 DAWGY IS BACK DOWN!!!!
I WAS FUCKING SQUEALING ALL DAY.
Monday, July 4, 2011
Cherry inspires me to have more sex appeal!
I will have the sex appeal to initially lure people in....... and then BAM, they get hit with my normal not so sex appealing side.
They have the choice to either take it or leave it!
I don't give a fuuuuuck. It's their loss if they choose to leave an awesome individual like me! ;)
I will have the sex appeal to initially lure people in....... and then BAM, they get hit with my normal not so sex appealing side.
They have the choice to either take it or leave it!
I don't give a fuuuuuck. It's their loss if they choose to leave an awesome individual like me! ;)
July 03, 2011; 3:38PM
IS: So I kind of miss you
DT: Kind of? Le gasp! ;) I will be seeing you soon, this week yes?
IS: Sure thing
IS: Your le gasp made me laugh
I started freaking the fuck out when I got this text from him!
I remember one of my texts nearing the end saying, "Danni enjoys Ivan's company very much. But is afraid of telling him that she misses him too." Which he replied back with, "Don't be scared :)"
Man, Ivan is the sweetest and most gentlemanly guy I've met thus far! I also realize yesterday that he's the only one so far that I have respected so much as to not to view in any kind of objectifying way.
Most guys that I have seen, all I do is objectify them. Women objectifying men is usually unheard in normal conversation but that shit happens. Women use men for sex too. And it's sad. But that's life, I guess.
But, I DON'T WANT TO GO "WITH" LIFE (HOW THINGS ARE), ALL THE TIME.
FUCK THE WAY THINGS ARE!! I WANT TO GO MY OWN WAY!!!
I will just "go with life" for awhile and then slowly make an impression and start my own path, people can choose to follow it if they'd like! I don't give a fuuuuck!
IS: So I kind of miss you
DT: Kind of? Le gasp! ;) I will be seeing you soon, this week yes?
IS: Sure thing
IS: Your le gasp made me laugh
I started freaking the fuck out when I got this text from him!
I remember one of my texts nearing the end saying, "Danni enjoys Ivan's company very much. But is afraid of telling him that she misses him too." Which he replied back with, "Don't be scared :)"
Man, Ivan is the sweetest and most gentlemanly guy I've met thus far! I also realize yesterday that he's the only one so far that I have respected so much as to not to view in any kind of objectifying way.
Most guys that I have seen, all I do is objectify them. Women objectifying men is usually unheard in normal conversation but that shit happens. Women use men for sex too. And it's sad. But that's life, I guess.
But, I DON'T WANT TO GO "WITH" LIFE (HOW THINGS ARE), ALL THE TIME.
FUCK THE WAY THINGS ARE!! I WANT TO GO MY OWN WAY!!!
I will just "go with life" for awhile and then slowly make an impression and start my own path, people can choose to follow it if they'd like! I don't give a fuuuuck!
Sunday, July 3, 2011
It's sad how I have to put up a front that I'm somewhat normal to lure people into getting to know me.
Eh, whatevez. I guess I just gotta lure them in with the notion that I'm at least somewhat normal, and then full on blast them with who I really am the next time I'm with them.
Wearing makeup to social gatherings....... I feel that it's kinda fake putting up the front that I look a certain way, when I really don't, naturally. MEH. WHATEVER. I will start with makeup and transition slowly from there.
Gotta boost my confidence levels a couple notches up, yee yeeeee!
Eh, whatevez. I guess I just gotta lure them in with the notion that I'm at least somewhat normal, and then full on blast them with who I really am the next time I'm with them.
Wearing makeup to social gatherings....... I feel that it's kinda fake putting up the front that I look a certain way, when I really don't, naturally. MEH. WHATEVER. I will start with makeup and transition slowly from there.
Gotta boost my confidence levels a couple notches up, yee yeeeee!
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Steffi and Cherry had a party last night over at Steffi's house. I knocked the fuck out from 6pm - 10pm. Wasn't feel good, felt like puking because I puked in the morning and all. But I woke up alright, slight headache. Ate an apple and felt a SHIT ton better. THANK YOU GREEN APPLE.
Realized that it's okay to invite people that don't know other people at the party. I invited James Bond because I felt like we needed more people. Was afraid that he wouldn't get along with people because they wouldn't know each other. Lots of respect for him and his friends for just going around and talking to people. Not making shit awkward. I want to be like that. Just go to a party where I don't know anybody and start talking to them.
I hate how towards most of peers, I have to wear makeup for them to notice me or want to talk to me (boys, mostly). I fucking refuse to do that shit though. If you don't want to approach me or think I'm attractive without makeup then, FUUUUUCK you! I don't want to associate with you bitches!
Anyway, I was the only person sober (except for steven and ngoc) who was sober. EEEK! I'm super proud of them. I probably would have more fun if I drank, but NO! I refuse to do so!!!! I will get used to parties sober, and THEN I will socially drink occasionally or whatever. I don't want to be reliant on alcohol to have fun. FUCK NO!!!
I need to go to more parties....... Sober. Just so I can put myself in more awkward situations. So I will learn how to easily handle these types of situations in the future. YEEEAH!! TRAINING!!!!
Realized that it's okay to invite people that don't know other people at the party. I invited James Bond because I felt like we needed more people. Was afraid that he wouldn't get along with people because they wouldn't know each other. Lots of respect for him and his friends for just going around and talking to people. Not making shit awkward. I want to be like that. Just go to a party where I don't know anybody and start talking to them.
I hate how towards most of peers, I have to wear makeup for them to notice me or want to talk to me (boys, mostly). I fucking refuse to do that shit though. If you don't want to approach me or think I'm attractive without makeup then, FUUUUUCK you! I don't want to associate with you bitches!
Anyway, I was the only person sober (except for steven and ngoc) who was sober. EEEK! I'm super proud of them. I probably would have more fun if I drank, but NO! I refuse to do so!!!! I will get used to parties sober, and THEN I will socially drink occasionally or whatever. I don't want to be reliant on alcohol to have fun. FUCK NO!!!
I need to go to more parties....... Sober. Just so I can put myself in more awkward situations. So I will learn how to easily handle these types of situations in the future. YEEEAH!! TRAINING!!!!
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