Thursday, June 16, 2011

Hung out with Ivan today.  He's such a gentleman.  That is really rare nowadays.
I actually don't know any genuine gentlemen.  He's a first.

He's a really good guy. Met up with him at Paris Baguette at 12PM.
He bought me a pastry thingy. He pays for everything, I'm not used to it at all.

We sat and talked for awhile, he showed me a video of why he thought hockey was beautiful.
We played this one GRE Analogy Quiz App on his phone.  It was really fun actually.
I think it's really really cool how we're able to do these kinds of things and enjoy it.
Talking to him has been very mentally stimulating.

I really love the mix cd he gave me the first time we hung out. I gave him my mix cd for him today, I burned it over at the bakery last minute.  BUT, rest assured, I put in a LOT of effort and time in making that playlist.  A couple days actually.  It wasn't a last minute, I will give him, THIS THIS THIS AND THIS.  I actually thought about it and revised and edited the playlist a couple of times.  I also positioned the songs so that they transition well, so it doesn't come off as abrupt changes in moods/tempos/genre.  Gotta make it flow and coherent.

We had 'til 3PM to do whatevers because the public rink doesn't open up until then.  Oh yeah, he was about to ask me if I wanted to go rock climbing but then he saw the outfit I wore today and was like, "LOL oh yeah no, we can't go rock climbing".  So we decided upon ice skating, of which I was VERY scared of.  I didn't want to make a fool out of myself and fall all over myself.  I haven't skated in FOREVER, I didn't want to look like a retard. But things turned out very well.

Anyway, after Paris Baguette, he decided to "kidnap" me and take me over to the hockey store he used to work at and get his skates sharpened by his friend!  It was cool, I've never been to a hockey store.  He's taken me to a lot of places that I have never been to before.  I think it was really cool, first it was the animal shelter, this time it was ice skating.

After the hockey store, we drove over to where the rink was.  It was the old Ice Palace, the Ducks had bought it out.  Since it still wasn't 3PM we sat in the car and I opened up to him about how I used to be insecure about my small boobs.  It started out with me asking for his opinion on plastic surgery.  He says that he is not a fan of it, but in certain circumstances where it's needed i.e: his brother got into an accident that caused third degree burns on 60% of his body.  He's a really nice guy, he also had a girlfriend that was self conscious about her boobs because his previous 2 girlfriends had pretty big boobs, and he told her not to worry about it and that he doesn't love her for her boobs or anything like that.  He's a really fucking nice guy... Jeez...... It's unbelievable!

Finally it was time to go into the rink.  He paid for admission and rental skates and everything.  I wanted to pay for half of it but he gave me a look and was like "put that away right now!". I'm still not used to not paying! I feel really bad...... Like a leech.

I was very nervous about going on the ice, I seriously didn't want to make a fool out of myself!!  But he made me feel very comfortable.  He also has really really quick reflex and would always catch me before I even really fell much.

His way of teaching me how to skate again was that he'd skate backwards and then have me hold his hands and push him backwards, skating forwards.  It really did help A LOT.  I was just like, "Can we just skate like this for the whole time? I don't feel safe otherwise!".  I didn't let him let me go and would whine when he was about to let me go.

After I got used to skating I guess we somehow winded up side by side.  I was still scared, and then I really don't know how it happened but I guess he held my hand.  At first it was going to be like the awkward couple type of holding hands where your fingers aren't intertwined together, but I fixed that, but adjusting my fingers and had intertwined it with him.  I also switched the hands in a way where my hand was on top.

He then said, "You were dominate in your last relationship, huh?"
Me: "YEAH! Oh wait, how did you know!?"
Ivan: "Because your hand is in the dominant position, on top of mine."
Me: "OH! Are you usually on top?"
Ivan: "Yeah."
Me:  "Okay! We can alternate".

Something along those lines...................

So we just held hands as we made rounds and talked around the rink.  Him holding my hand made me feel a lot more safe.  It also felt very strange hold another person's hand...... I've never really.... I dunno. He's the second guy I had ever held hands with.  And it wasn't even awkward either. How cool!

I asked him about why his previous relationships ended.  I think he was pretty sad talking about it.... Should I have not gone there?  I dunno, but it really is interesting to know why people's relationships end.

Gosh, he's so nice. Whenever he saw a little kid fall on the ice, he'd go and check to see if they're okay and he'd even give them tips on how to improve!  Man...... He is SO SO nice.  He is definitely husband material.  He'd make a really good family man, a really good husband.


He says that he's trying to think of "pure" thoughts. I asked what he meant by that. He says that he's trying to not check out girls in that perverse way. Thinking of thoughts towards people that he is not in the position to do so. Which is really fucking hard. I give him lots of respect and props for making an effort such as that though.
  

After ice skating he took me back to my car parked over at Paris Baguette.  We hugged.  I really like how unawkward our hugs are.  I'd let him hug me in his style (the steering style) and I'd hug him where my arms is around his torso, he felt it was weird hugging that way because he hugged around my shoulder area.  So I made it easier and put my arms around his neck and his around my waist.  That was a lot better! He smells good, wears cologne from Kenneth Cole.  I was walking somewhere and had smelled a guy that smelled similar to Ivan.  It was funny.

I kinda really wished that I gave him a peck on the cheek for being so sweet.

OH YEAH, a funny incident, so he looks at me and tells me that it was great hanging out with me today.  And I look at him and then push/hit him on his right shoulder area and was all like "YEAH!!" Ahaha. I just realized how fucking masculine that is, and then he reciprocates and does the same. THEN I had realized how manly that was....... Ahahaha, he's so cute.  Then I was like, "AHAHAHA.. *hug*"

I really do find him attractive.

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