Something a guy that worked at a coffee shop texted me after I asked him what constituted as a good hangout to get to know someone would be like for him, the same night I met him;

How I met him: I decided to walk into the coffee shop because it was empty and I wanted to sit in a fairly empty place to read my book "Happiness is a Serious Problem". As I was reading, I looked up and saw him mopping the floor. I wasn't planning on ordering any drinks that night but I found him attractive and used buying a drink as a bridge to compliment him.  I wanted to tell him that I found him good looking but instead it played out in this manner: I went up to him at the counter, browsed the menu, ordered a iced vanilla latte and complimented him on his voice. He has a Thom Yorke type of voice. We had a short conversation about reasons as to why we weren't capable of finishing books. I went back to my table and sat down to read until they closed the shop. As I left the coffee shop, he ran towards my direction and yelled out "hey". I turned around and thought I left something important back at the shop. He went up to me and gave me a piece of paper with his phone number on it. I thanked him and we went our separate ways.

"Case by case basis. To be honest, I want to get naked with you and have a deep conversation with you (no pun intended)."

Something Cam said to me in one of my first conversations on the phone with him,

"Fuck being too cool for shit."

Wow, I've grown so much in just almost half a year.

18 units this semester....... I'm extremely intimidated!! The most units I had ever taken was 14 units. This is a big jump... But I KNOW I can do it if I put my mind to it!!! Dan Tam. YOU CAN FUCKING DO IT!! I just need to put my mental into that mindset.

After talking to Lan tonight, I feel SO inspired by her motivation and dedication for her extracurricular activities. Going BEYOND the minimum. Exactly what Ira tells me to do!!! I really need to get into that mindset... I REALLY NEED TO!!! WHAT AM I DOING!?

I need to start training myself starting TODAY. I have.... 3 days to prove to myself that I can work hard.

I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET NEW AND INTERESTING PEOPLE!!! I am determined to meet and become really good friends with at least 1 AMBITIOUS, INSPIRING and SUPER INTERESTING individual this semester.

I went flatlining this morning with Trevor over at Lake Park.  So fucking difficult, I need to go on handicap mode (hold onto trevor's shoulders) to get onto the actual rope. The longest I can balance on it is probably around 5 seconds and the most steps I can take was  BARELY 2, 1 to be completely honest. It's pretty fucking mindblowing once I actually realized that I was STANDING on a fucking thin ass rope. It trips me out! But it's super cool! I'm really glad Trevor convinced me to go flatlining with him! He even gave me a a bundle of bananas. Ahahahahaha....... Kewl shit, kewl shit! Need to strap down tonight and do some reading. I have been SUPER unproductive this week.

He's a really cool friend to have around, he calls me out on all my bullshit excuses and everything. I feel like I'm going to learn a lot from him!  He's a total sage. I also learn a shit ton whenever I listen to him talk! Definitely one of the coolest peoples I know!

Spontaneously took Kenny out to eat Pho today.
HAHAHAHA, I can't believe I actually did it.

I told myself a month ago that I would take his cute ass to Pho one day.
And wow, I was kind of giving up at first. But after his status of "will wash car for Pho", I thought I slightly got it. And then now, after I decided to post on his wall, "Am I allowed to objectify you", the convo ends in me taking him out to pho.

HAHAHA he was probably caught by complete surprise once he found out I was completely serious.

Now for him to wash my car later on today......... Or Monday.........

He's actually a very sweet and smart guy! Despite his aesthetic and demeanor, he's really fucking chill! And hilarious as FUCK!! AHAHHA

"Stop being a fuckin' alien!!!"

Never thought I'd actually do this............... DAMN. I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

CONFIDENCE BOOST 100+

I want a picture with him.

I feel like such a shallow bitch...... It disgusts me.