18 units this semester....... I'm extremely intimidated!! The most units I had ever taken was 14 units. This is a big jump... But I KNOW I can do it if I put my mind to it!!! Dan Tam. YOU CAN FUCKING DO IT!! I just need to put my mental into that mindset.

After talking to Lan tonight, I feel SO inspired by her motivation and dedication for her extracurricular activities. Going BEYOND the minimum. Exactly what Ira tells me to do!!! I really need to get into that mindset... I REALLY NEED TO!!! WHAT AM I DOING!?

I need to start training myself starting TODAY. I have.... 3 days to prove to myself that I can work hard.

I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET NEW AND INTERESTING PEOPLE!!! I am determined to meet and become really good friends with at least 1 AMBITIOUS, INSPIRING and SUPER INTERESTING individual this semester.

I went flatlining this morning with Trevor over at Lake Park.  So fucking difficult, I need to go on handicap mode (hold onto trevor's shoulders) to get onto the actual rope. The longest I can balance on it is probably around 5 seconds and the most steps I can take was  BARELY 2, 1 to be completely honest. It's pretty fucking mindblowing once I actually realized that I was STANDING on a fucking thin ass rope. It trips me out! But it's super cool! I'm really glad Trevor convinced me to go flatlining with him! He even gave me a a bundle of bananas. Ahahahahaha....... Kewl shit, kewl shit! Need to strap down tonight and do some reading. I have been SUPER unproductive this week.

He's a really cool friend to have around, he calls me out on all my bullshit excuses and everything. I feel like I'm going to learn a lot from him!  He's a total sage. I also learn a shit ton whenever I listen to him talk! Definitely one of the coolest peoples I know!

Spontaneously took Kenny out to eat Pho today.
HAHAHAHA, I can't believe I actually did it.

I told myself a month ago that I would take his cute ass to Pho one day.
And wow, I was kind of giving up at first. But after his status of "will wash car for Pho", I thought I slightly got it. And then now, after I decided to post on his wall, "Am I allowed to objectify you", the convo ends in me taking him out to pho.

HAHAHA he was probably caught by complete surprise once he found out I was completely serious.

Now for him to wash my car later on today......... Or Monday.........

He's actually a very sweet and smart guy! Despite his aesthetic and demeanor, he's really fucking chill! And hilarious as FUCK!! AHAHHA

"Stop being a fuckin' alien!!!"

Never thought I'd actually do this............... DAMN. I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

CONFIDENCE BOOST 100+

I want a picture with him.

I feel like such a shallow bitch...... It disgusts me.

Nobody wants to be alone.
The heart beats happy when it has a place.
And if it doesn't have a home
It can come into my space.

So you can be the one I love.
I can be the one you long for.
You can be the one I want... want.
And you can be the one I love.
This could be our world wide open.
You can be the one I want... want.

When you've fallen for someone
But that someone doesn't feel the same.
But before you come undone
You can call out my name.

So you can be the one I love.
I can be the one you long for.
You can be the one I want... want.
And you can be the one I love.
This could be our world wide open.
You can be the one I want... want.

(So you can be the one... one one one
I can be the one... one one one
So you can be the one... one one one
I can be the one... one one one)

So you can be the one I love.
I can be the one you long for.
You can be the one I want... want.
And you can be the one I love.
This could be our world wide open.
You can be the one I want... want.

Audiotistic was a blast last night. Simon is a really cool guy. I really don't want to hurt him.
I also find it really strange how eerily parallel our lives/personalities are.

Anyway, I don't know, not to think too much into the future, but I kind of have a feeling that I'd drop every guy for Adam..... I don't know... We'll see.

On a lighter note, I think I should invest in a Disneyland pass. 
I would use Disneyland as a place to escape and hide in whenever I'm feeling anti-social.

I've been feeling really unproductive these past 3 days... Need to work on the Spreadsheet.
Need to set some time out to ride. I don't want to be hanging out with friends everyday.
I also get really fucking irritated whenever I tell my friends I'm not able to hang out and then they'd freak out on me and get mad or complain. I hate having to stop my momentum.  It's so hard to get it rolling, but once it's rolling, it's all smoothness from there.